[00:09.300]I wish I wasn't fat
[00:11.300]I wish I wasn't gay
[00:12.300]I wish I wasn't black
[00:13.300]I wish that I was brave
[00:14.300]I wish,I wish,I wish with every candle on the cake
[00:16.300]That I could quit doin' these drugs
[00:17.300]But I can't and I'm afraid
[00:19.300]I wish that I was smart
[00:20.300]I wish that I was rich
[00:21.300]I wish it wasn't hard for me to grow up and forgive
[00:23.300]I wish that I could help
[00:25.300]I wish I wasn't sick
[00:26.300]I wish that I was Tom MacDonald,I'd be just like him
[00:30.300]I wish I wasn't sober
[00:32.300]I miss it when the party wasn't over
[00:34.300]Happiness was right around the corner
[00:35.300]Every single night was like the best one of our lives
[00:37.300]Now we are older
[00:39.300]The good ol’days are out of reach, I wish that they were closer
[00:41.300]I wish I wasn't anxious,and I wish I could fast forward
[00:43.300]And I wish that I could rewind but they don't make that controller
[00:45.300]I wish the nights were longer,and I wish the days were shorter
[00:48.300]And I wish that I could sleep enough to maintain my composure
[00:50.300]I feel crazy,I wish that I was normal
[00:52.300]I wish that I could kill myself but also be immortal
[00:55.300]Take me to the oracle,I heard that times is borrowed
[00:57.300]Can you give me back my yesterdays, I'll give you my tomorrows?
[00:59.300]Forget all of my morals and just live like I cannot remember sorrow
[01:02.299]Before all of the tattoos and cornrows
[01:04.299]I was different,I was happy,I was calmer
[01:06.299]I was young and full of hormones
[01:07.299]Now I'm wishin' for a time machine,I'd step into that portal and be gone
[01:11.299]I wish on shooting stars, or were they satellites?
[01:16.299]Maybe they were too far
[01:21.299]I must have blown apart a million dandelions
[01:25.299]Now they don't grow in my yard
[01:29.299]I wish I didn't care about the day that I'd be buried
[01:31.299]Used to live I was ready for it,always in a hurry
[01:33.300]Now I'm worried,all my memories are blurry
[01:36.300]I’m just barely turnin'30 and the voice in my head are tryna hurt me
[01:39.300]The choice that I made make me feel dirty,I was 25 at 13
[01:42.300]I was smokin' with seniors,drinkin' beer and gettin' flirty
[01:44.300]Now the Ativan ain't workin' I need somethin' even stronger
[01:46.300]Give me childhood,my mother and my father and my sister
[01:49.300]And a Christmas to make up for all the recent ones I'm missin'
[01:51.300]While I'm tourin' the country for a livin'
[01:53.300]Give me a hug and a Nintendo and a toy box in the closet
[01:56.300]Give me everything I wish I had
[01:57.300]Oh wait I think I got it
[01:59.300]I'm a rapper like I always promised them I would accomplish
[02:01.299]This is awesome man, I wish I had a friend to tell, I'd call'em
[02:03.299]And I wonder if I jumped from here if I'd survive the bottom
[02:06.299]And would everyone believe me if I told ‘em I had fallen？
[02:08.300]I'ma jump
[02:09.298]I wish on shooting stars, or were they satellites?
[02:14.298]Maybe they were too far
[02:20.298]I must have blown apart a million dandelions
[02:23.298]Now they don't grow in my yard
[02:30.298]I wish we were kids again
[02:31.298]Before everything was on Instagram
[02:34.298]The thing were so simple then
[02:36.298]Me,my tree fort,all of my friends
[02:38.298]Way back when,on Beaver Drive
[02:40.298]When the floor was lava, I could fly
[02:43.298]Wished I was big like them
[02:45.298]Never thought I'd wanna be a kid again
[02:49.298]I wish on shooting stars, or were they satellites?
[02:54.298]Maybe they were too far
[02:58.298]I must have blown apart a million dandelions
[03:03.298]Now they don't grow in my yard
[03:08.298]I wish on shooting stars, or were they satellites?
[03:13.298]Maybe they were too far
[03:18.298]I must have blown apart a million dandelions
[03:23.298]Now they don't grow in my yard
[03:33.298](DEDICATED MY LOVING MOTHER,COURAGEOUS FATHER,BRILLIANT SISTER,BEAUTIFUL GIRLFRIEND AND ALL OF MY WONDERFUL FANS-------FROM Tom MacDonald)