I feel like I'm at standstill waiting for you to tell me I'm OK
我好似停滞不前 等你来宽慰我
If time heals, tell me why do I kill myself
若时间能疗伤 那我又为何自我折磨
Tryna show you I'm not a mistake
只为向你证明 我不是个错误
I've got qualities that I'm not proud of
我身上有些不算光彩的品质
I've made promises that I walked out on
我曾许下承诺 却又食言而背
I've had days I feel I don't deserve love
有些日子 我深觉自己不配得到爱
So think what you think, just don't call me a
就随你怎么想吧 只求你别去否定我的
Mistake, might of made some
存在 也许我曾经犯过错
Can't argue with that, but I ain't one
这一点我不会否认 可我的存在绝非错误
Even though I sometimes get afraid of
即使有时我也会畏惧
Having to face the wrath of an anxious me
不敢面对随焦虑而生的怒火
I get it 'cause I actually
我能理解 因为我其实也
Feel the same sometimes I think
感同身受 有时我觉得
I might be a lost cause who turns off
自己或许已无药可救
'Cause the way I read
而我深深沉湎
Into what I've been through
自己过往的经历中
You'd think I'm mental
你会觉得我精神失常
But it pays off though when the rent's due
但当租金到期 努力都有了回报
I pursue what I love and if it goes
我会追求所爱 失意一场
South and falls down just know
又何妨 只要记得
I'll stand on my own two feet
我依旧坚定心之所向
Don't you see
还不明白吗
Those that oppose on me
即使我的对手
Most won't leave
也大多不会轻易放弃
Thinkin' I might retreat
你还认为我会退缩
Show my teeth
但如果你把枪口瞄准我
Quick if you turn on me 'cause
我也会毫不犹豫反击 因为
I feel like I'm at standstill waiting for you to tell me I'm OK
我好似停滞不前 等你来宽慰我
If time heals, tell me why do I kill myself
若时间能疗伤 那我又为何自我折磨
Tryna show you I'm not a mistake
只为向你证明 我不是个错误
I've got qualities that I'm not proud of
我身上有些不算光彩的品质
I've made promises that I walked out on
我曾许下承诺 却又食言而背
I've had days I feel I don't deserve love
有些日子 我深觉自己不配得到爱
So think what you think, yeah, just don't call me a
就随你怎么想吧 只求你别去否定我的
Just don't call me a
只求你别去否定我的
Just don't call me a
只求你别去否定我的
Mistake 'cause I'm not one
存在 我并没有
Misplaced but I found a
迷失方向 但我有了
Lot of resentment
许多不满愤恨
Causes a mess when you let it get to the place of
但若你任其抵达不自信的一隅
No confidence
只会引发一片狼藉
Struggle with it, that's obvious
我会与之斗争 显而易见
But not enough to make me second guess
但这并不足以让我再去猜疑
If I'd die for the ones I love
我愿意为我所爱之人献出生命
So don't you get confused
所以 请不要误解
Thinking if you
以为如果你
Bring me down I'ma just choose
打败我 我就会选择
To let myself get used
任自己被摆布利用
I don't live like that
我没有活在那种生活中
I feel trapped
我深感被束缚知乎
I might lash out
但我会大肆宣泄
I gotta watch my back
我也会小心翼翼
Cross my path
保持时刻警惕
Especially with ill intent
尤其是面对恶意之时
You'll regret
你定会后悔莫及
You ever took that task
你曾接下这一任务
If and when
若某个时刻
This thing could all go bad
这一切或许化作一团乱麻
Don't you act
请不要假装
Like no one warned you yet 'cause
没人警告过你 因为
I feel like I'm at standstill waiting for you to tell me I'm OK
我好似停滞不前 等你来宽慰我
If time heals, tell me why do I kill myself
若时间能疗伤 那我又为何自我折磨
Tryna show you I'm not a mistake
只为向你证明 我不是个错误
I've got qualities that I'm not proud of
我身上有些不算光彩的品质
I've made promises that I walked out on
我曾许下承诺 却又食言而背
I've had days I feel I don't deserve love
有些日子 我深觉自己不配得到爱
So think what you think, just don't call me a
就随你怎么想吧 只求你别去否定我的
Mistake
存在
