Too many lonely days, too many solo nights
太多的孤单时日,太多夜晚独自度过
I'll be back in your arms at midnight
在午夜我还会重回你的怀抱
Hold me 'cause I'm scared to be lonely
抱紧我因为我是那么害怕孤独
Strapped up, but I know how to fight
随身带着火器,但赤手空拳我也不会退缩
Trauma kid, but future lookin' bright
童年时我饱经创伤,但现在未来一片光明
Money long, just stackin' different height
赚得盆满钵满,堆积不同的钞票
Ain't gon' let 'em take me out tonight
今晚我不会让他们带我走
In the stu', I'm workin' 'cause I'm paid
在录音室里我努力工作,只因我能挣到大钱
Tryna flex these millions I made
想要好好炫耀一下我挣的这些巨款
Phone ringin', niggas wanna talk
电话又响了,有人想要和我联系一下
I ain't pick that shit up in some days
我已经有一段日子没接过电话了
Dead broke nigga, come from rags
曾经穷困潦倒,我从贫民窟走出来
Sorry if me shinin' gets you mad
如果我现在大红大紫了真是对不起,我猜你已经气急败坏了
Niggas got no motion, shit be sad
他们还是一事无成,真是令人悲哀
So they say I'm cocky when I brag
所以他们在我炫耀的时候说我是在故意显摆
I was low, low, down bad
我曾经坠入低谷,一文不名
Went to school, no money, 'bout to crash
身上一分钱都没有,在学校都不知道该怎么过
Turnin' this shit to somethin' was a task
把这种负面情绪转换成动力是一种任务
Now you look at me, you see the glass
现在你看到我就会看见我晶莹剔透的钻石
Foreign V's, hoppin' out the whip
外国进口的VVS钻石,我从跑车中跳出
'Member me and Lola hoppin' cabs (Damn)
还记得我以前只能和Lola打出租车
Sittin', smokin', thinkin' 'bout my life (Sit)
一边坐着抽烟一边想着我的人生
Why the good go so fast? (Damn)
为什么美好的事物总是转瞬即逝?
Why would God save my type? (Huh?)
为什么上帝会拯救我这样的人?
He know all my secrets from the past (Damn)
他知晓我过去所有的秘密
Thinkin' 'bout the shit I been through (Damn)
想着我曾经历过的风风雨雨
I ain't probably come out so bad (Oh)
可能我还没有那么坏吧
Strapped up, but I know how to fight
随身带着火器,但赤手空拳我也不会退缩
Trauma kid, but future lookin' bright
童年时我饱经创伤,但现在未来一片光明
Money long, just stackin' different height
赚得盆满钵满,堆积不同的钞票
Ain't gon' let 'em take me out tonight
今晚我不会让他们带我走
In the stu', I'm workin' 'cause I'm paid
在录音室里我努力工作,只因我能挣到大钱
Tryna flex these millions I made
想要好好炫耀一下我挣的这些巨款
Phone ringin', niggas wanna talk
电话又响了,有人想要和我联系一下
I ain't pick that shit up in some days
我已经有一段日子没接过电话了
So many times I could've died (Hey, died, died)
所以我本可以死上无数次
I don't be prayin', no lie, but I won't deny
我并不会每天祈祷,我没有说谎,但我不会否认
Something saved me, something saved me
冥冥之中有天意护佑着我,总能让我逢凶化吉
God, oh, why?
仁慈的上帝,这是为什么?
Grind mode, that be always (Hey)
依然在拼搏,从不停歇
I'm just tryna give myself a raise
我只是想要让自己的事业能够腾飞
Life hard, I be makin' plays (Huh?)
人生如此艰难,我还在不断奋进
Like I'm tryna figure out a maze
就好像我想要从迷宫中逃出
From the heart whenever I write
我写下的每一句词都出自真情实感
Trauma on my mental won't fade
我心中的痛苦不会轻易消散
Shot seven times, no glaze (Shot)
我硬挨了七枪,但我不会轻易倒下
We done put some niggas in the—
我们把很多敌人都——
I could show a nigga how to act
我来告诉你该怎么对待我
.40 cal', it teach him to behave
我随身带着狠家伙,所以那小子不得不尊重我
I come from a city if you lack
我老家那地方,你只要疏忽大意就会没命
You must watch your shit up on the page
所以你必须看好自己的社交媒体主页,不要过于张扬
Lotta shit can't say up in these raps (No)
很多破事在唱词中无法充分表达
Know I'm different, I just got my ways
我知道我与众不同,我只走自己的路
Shit be on my mental, so I blaze (Boom)
我的心理创伤很重,所以我怒火中烧
Free my niggas sittin' in the cage (Boom, boom)
快把我蹲在牢里的兄弟们都放出来
Strapped up, but I know how to fight
随身带着火器,但赤手空拳我也不会退缩
Trauma kid, but future lookin' bright (Grrah, grrah)
童年时我饱经创伤,但现在未来一片光明
Money long, just stackin' different height
赚得盆满钵满,堆积不同的钞票
Ain't gon' let 'em take me out tonight (No)
今晚我不会让他们带我走
In the stu', I'm workin' 'cause I'm paid
在录音室里我努力工作,只因我能挣到大钱
Tryna flex these millions I made
想要好好炫耀一下我挣的这些巨款
Phone ringin', niggas wanna talk
电话又响了,有人想要和我联系一下
I ain't pick that shit up in some days
我已经有一段日子没接过电话了
So many times I could've died
所以我本可以死上无数次
I don't be prayin', no lie, but I won't deny
我不会去祈祷,我没有说谎,但我不会否认
Something saved me, something saved me
冥冥之中有天意护佑着我,总能让我逢凶化吉
God, oh, why?
仁慈的上帝,这是为什么?